Saturday, April 9, 2011
--Words--
Words just have such a mysterious power sometimes. And if one is good enough, just mere sentences with the correct words and the correct way of writing can easily bring about much more influence than could possibly be imagined.
Words are powerful by itself, but used correctly, it just forms into a spectrum of brilliance that could either tease someone into bursting laughter, launch a person's mind into contemplation, or even move someone to tears.
To me, it's easy to say that I've experienced all three of the above scenarios, and much, much more, all in gratitude to the pleasure of reading, and taking in the words themselves.
It's not often that I find myself moved to tears over literature. But sometimes, you would just stumble across rare pieces of gem that just blows your mind, and sometimes, it just so happens that the words themselves convey such a brilliant story--picturing out the atmosphere, situations, moods, and tones so clearly--that before you know it, your heart is hammering in your chest and your eyes are burning but you just can't stop reading.
And in those cases, if a few tears are the price of reading such an amazing thing, then so be it.
And these are the ones that will stick with you long enough, leaving an imprint in your chest and mind and heart, burning in the raw amount of feelings and choking emotions that you experienced so deep into your soul, that even if you won't remember what the story was about, you will forever remember that you have once been moved to tears by words itself, and that will forever be a memory and feeling that you will cherish forever.
So you see, 'words' are really powerful things.
--The 'End' Is Near--!!
And then there are the moments when time passes by without you even noticing it, the times which you spent enjoying yourself, and you just happened to take a glimpse at the watch and was taken aback by just how much time had passed.
It's as if the memory of me starting my second semester in Uni was just yesterday, and yet, now I find myself nearing the end of it, and I can't help but wonder where did all the time go?
I've vivid memories of myself stuck in numerous representations of the above three scenarios, and yet now that I really sit down and think about it, it's a wonder that I didn't feel the days slipping swiftly and quietly by--just toeing at the edge of my conscience and yet making me unable to fully comprehend that time, my time, is passing away in such a quick and sneaky manner.
And looking at the calendar now--ohwhatthehell, there is only barely one month until my BIG EXAM(!!!)--I have to mourn the loss of passed time. But like a lot of other things, what's gone cannot be reclaimed back, particularly something like time which is so abstract and yet real at the exact same time. In which this just really makes me want to sucker punch Time in the gut if it has a physical representation, because it has once again pulled one over me.
But I guess that I've got to take a major part of the blame itself, seeing how I've wasted away perfectly good and decent and USEFUL time just to squander it away on mindless hours of things that I can't even fully recall now....*cries*
Yet, like all things, there is still hope, and with this one month, I do hope that I will be able to fully utilize it in the face of the coming ordeal, which is six MAJOR test in one row.
It really seems like a kind of make or break situation, which just churns my stomach and blur my senses with something very much like a 'healthy' mixture of panic and fear.
*crosses fingers* Do hope that everything will turn out okay....!!! O____O!
Thursday, March 24, 2011
Something NEW~
It's amusing how terribly good I am at procrastinating/abandoning things, and the little niggle of guilt on the fact that I've not persevered on is like a sharp blow of ice-cold conscience.
And so, this brings me to re-reading through all of the previous entries in this blog, and imagine my surprise when I realized that there are so many things that I've forgotten in this period of time. The memories are all precious to me, and yet they've somehow been stashed away in a deep, dark corner in my mind, and it wasn't until I've read the words and smiled at the stories that I've written in this blog that I remembered them with such a vivid clarity.
And that, I suppose, is the advantage of blogs. It's as if you're capable of taking out a memory and turning them into words -- forever immortalizing the scene/feelings/thoughts with a single blog entry. It's surely a wonderful thing, and it's brilliant in a sense that you'll always have the chance to recall them back just by reading back your own blog.
So, in a sudden burst of interest, I've decided to change the entire look of my blog. A fresh look for a fresh beginning~!
I'm rather fond of this new design~ I somehow find it more aesthetically pleasing, and the effort to re-new something that you once loved and had conveniently forgotten is always a pleasant feeling~!
Until next time then, in which I will talk more about my recent life, and in which I think the update would be fairly soon~ <3
P.S: To my beloved friends that I've sorely missed and have stuck through the years with my hot-and-cold + comatose/near death updating-blog-behaviour, I thank you sincerely for staying with me through all the thick and thin moments~ XOXO *hugs and kisses*
Friday, September 24, 2010
...New Life...?
I haven't made any new friends yet, it's quite sad to say, but I bumped into a former form-mate of mine--Qi Yan, or known more as Bob of the Bio class. The fuzzy feeling of meeting someone from the same place as you and which you know and have common ground with is such a pleasant feeling that it definitely did help to take the edge away from the lurking loneliness in the background.
I still remember how at home I felt at Chung Hwa, with the exception of my first month over there back when I was in Form 1. And every time I walked into it for these past few years, I've never felt out of place, because it was a place that has become a part of my life in the past. But when I went back recently to take the school mag, the awkward feeling of standing out and feeling oddly uncomfortable made itself known, and for the first time in seven years, I understood that Chung Hwa could no longer be treated as a second home, the feeling of belonging had faded, and while I still missed it and will cherish the memories dearly, and might even hope to return to visit it sometimes, I understood then and there that it is time to move on from the place.
UNMC should by right become my second home now, but I guess it still feels so unfamiliar and strange to me that I can't feel that ease yet. And hopefully, when my lectures starts next Monday, I will have met a few more people and even made a few more friends, and like how it was during Form 1, I guess I would eventually progress to be able to roam the hallways and buildings with practiced ease and comfort.
But for now, I still have my reservations, and while I am not madly home-sick and crying my eyes out or losing appetite or some other weak stuff that a person who left home for the first time should be doing, I know with an aching dull to my heart that I miss my house and parents and cats back in KB, and I miss all my dear and wonderful friends that I have made over the years.
Hopefully, in the near future, I might feel more at home.
But for now, I end this post with a small smile and a longing to eat Chung Hwa canteen's Yong Tauhu, while sitting at my study table and typing fervently away to vent my frustrations...
Until next time then, adieu~!
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
New Blog!
The address: http://fish-hobbies.blogspot.com
This blog will be dedicated mostly to reviews on movies, musics, pictures, dramas and such~So if any of you have interest you can check it out~!
And yeah, yeah, I know I have been neglecting this blog, but that's because I have nothing to update...XD
So, please check out my new blog!
And don't worry, I won't be abandoning this blog too~!
Monday, February 8, 2010
Things I Missed...
Thing I Missed:
1. Seong Yong's way of saying 'feeling'.
2. Chia Hui and Chang Yong's "Oo-Oo" of imitating a bird.
3. The frenziness that usually occurs now which involves decorating notice board and class for CNY.
4. The act of conspiring together and vote for certain people to be monitor, ass. monitor, bendahari and so on...
5. The chatter among classmates.
6. The sort-of off-key singing of "我爱的人,不是我的爱人!!" by Shu Wei and their gang.
7. The Kuala Krai slang of Wai Lok and Pei Chin gang.
8. The ridiculous antics of Keng Sheng.
9. The teasing of Zhee Shin by both Kok Yong and Yi Wen.
10. The gossiping.
11. The plotting.
12. The huddling around in groups with the guys and talking of *ahem* things.
13. The hidden competition of saying things which have double meaning. (Usually will always be heard by Yi Wen/Keng Sheng/Kok Yong as something 'qiao')
14. Mr Lim's face and voice teaching us Physics.
15. Mr Ng's shocked expression when the boys come in late and he says: "Olor...!!"
16. Ms. Lim's blushing face when Kok Yong shouts out his compliment for her dress.
17. The way me and Kok Yong always discuss about Ms. Lim's clothing. >_<
18. The childish bantering and joking around.
19. The sight of Chia Hui eating her food from tupperware secretly.
20. The sight of Khang Siang sleeping on table. (Without Yi Wen beside him...XD)
21. The asking around to borrow homework.
22. Canteen's Yong Tauhu and fried kuew teow.
23. Searching of toilet keys.
24. Studying in library with Ah Kheng and Mei Jiun them.
25. Jason's sarcastic remarks.
26. A lot of people's hugs. (Yi Wen, Zhen Jee, Pei Chin, Qian Ling, Chia Hui, etc.)
27. The molesting. O_O
28. Acting silly. (Like scolding at a wall for 5 minutes...=_=")
29. Korek secrets from people.
30. Laugh and joke together.
31. Watching Zhee Shin try to collect class fee. (Which usually involves a lot of high pitched shouting which damage ears.)
32. The obtaining slip from guru bertugas to leave early.
33. The shouting around and grabbing of newspaper.
34. The high demand and circulation for '学海'.
35. The borrowing of stationary in the class.
Well, that's all I could think about. I will add some more if I think of it...>_<
Happy Chinese New Year everyone~!!!
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
New Post...?
For this new year post, I am going to write a list of "10 Things You May Or May Not Know About Me"~
1. I hate the Twilight saga, books and movies included. Particularly I don't get the rave over Robert Pattinson's bird nest hair and Taylor Lautner's so called 'hot-bod'.
2. I do needlework. I don't think a lot of people know about this. I don't look like the type I think. But I have nimble fingers and love doing cross-stitch, which is very easy. A lot of people think it's hard but it really isn't.
3. I hate those movies with the title like "XXXX Movie". Example: Scary Movie, Disaster Movie, Date Movie etc etc. Although the minds behind such crude and mundane movie plots have recently gotten creative with other titles such as "Meet The Spartans", I still find the movie and plot and dialogue and...Oh who am I kidding, the WHOLE thing is just like a pile of crap. Yeah, crap, as in SHIT. So sue me if I don't share your sentiments.
4. I am a supporter of homosexuals rights, although I am straight. I think there's nothing wrong in people loving other people and I can't fathom why some think it's wrong to love. And besides, some who say that it's wrong because God condemns it is plain bull. If God is Almighty, then he wouldn't have made a mistake in creating homosexuals. That's how God wanted them to be I guess. I am not religious at all so I won't continue this rant, just expressing some opinions.
5. I collect notebooks. It is a weird hobby of mine. But I don't collect normal boring notebooks, I collect pretty, beautiful or meaningful ones. Some will have colourful covers while others will have well designed pages. Some have both of these combination and those are really hard to find. Maybe someday I will upload pictures of the notebooks I collect on FB or here. Depends I guess. But back to the topic, I now have maybe about or over 30 notebooks collected~>_<
6. I don't really like listening to hip-hop or altogether too loud and rock music. That's why I listen to Mix Fm I guess. A lot of people that I know are listening to Hitz Fm and some always ask me why I listened to Mix. Well frankly, it's the type of music they play which makes me made this choice I think. MIX is more for me, and I can't listen to HITZ at all. Sometimes I will get a bit irritated when people who are listening in to MIX with me suddenly says something like: "Woah, this channel got play such modern songs one ar?" God, I feel like bashing them in the head for their way of thinking and one-tracked mind. MIX actually plays a nice mix of songs, mostly pop, and none too rap-y or rock-y for my taste. Don't get me wrong, I listen to all genres of music, I do listen to some rock like Muse and Nickelback and Daughtry and so on. It's just HITZ isn't for me.
7. I love Studio Ghibli movies and Joe Hisaishi, the composer for the music of these movies. A lot of my friends don't really know the movies, but I have been watching Totoro since I was small and had been hooked on ever since. The music I only learned to admire when I was older, and I have to say its absolutely breathtakingly beautiful just listening to one of the pieces. One of the reasons I love the movies is how thought provoking and simple it is. No catchy phrases, simple dialogues, wonderful artwork and yet, it manages to bring out pure magic. Some people don't understand it though, they think it's just cartoon and find it boring. I find this pretty sad. Sad for those people who can't appreciate such work or sad for the movie unable to get through their mind I don't know, but I don't think I will ever be un-fascinated by them though. Once, when I was playing Joe Hisaishi on my car radio, someone told me that it was plain weird and creepy. I still feel offended. You can listen to people shouting all day long yet you can't appreciate a simple piano with orchestra piece? What is the world coming to? But maybe it's just not their thing. For those who are interested in Joe Hisaishi's pieces, The Legend Of Ashitaka of Princess Mononoke is a good piece to start on. It is a thoroughly magical song.
8. I am a lazy person. I love to procrastinate. Which is not something good. Look at how long I took to update my blog! Haha...But for my new year's resolution, I will TRY to not be so lazy~Do you think I will succeed though? Honestly, even I myself don't know. But some things are worth procrastinating right? There's a beauty in everything, as how I like to delude myself...O_O
9. I love Korea and Japanese songs. My recent addiction is Super Junior. I keep playing their songs over and over again. And my playlist is a huge mixture of english and japanese songs. In fact, I don't really listen to that much Chinese songs...>_< So whenever someone asks me about the new song that is playing on My fm, forgive me for not knowing a clue about it.
10. I love my cats.
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Okay, so technically, that is something which I think everyone knows about, seeing that one of my friends said, if someone doesn't know I like cats then they definitely don't even know me. I like cats. And I love my cats. That is the first thing that one might pick up on me at first. =D
But since I ran out of things to write I just decided to write that. Haha. I think this post has been long enough, and for anyone who read through the whole of my self absorbed rant, thank you very much yo~!
Until next time then, which I hope will be in the near future~XD
Saturday, August 22, 2009
~言情小说~
事情的发生:在Physics Lab 里,我们一群人正在兴高采烈的讨论关于言情小说。因为很碰巧的,竟发现有共同的兴趣。这时,班上的某位友人,(因为某些特殊关系,我被威胁不可揭发这人的身份,所以。。。)短称为X小姐,很三八的插入话题,并宣布了自己从没读过言情小说的事实。由于凯薇有带着一本,所以我们便建议她拿去读。
虽然挣扎了一下,但是X最终还是抵挡不了好奇心而借回去了。
结果第二天,她早上到学校便兴高采烈的告诉我她读完了,而且还很自豪似的。
之后,不知是太过无聊还是按捺不住了,她写了篇读后感给我:
读后感:
读过李雪瑜小姐强力推荐的《撒金败家女》(黑田著),我个人有些意见及想法。《撒金败家女》脱不开典型的色情言情小说故事路线。此类淫书籍一向爱以超级大富豪之子女或一夜间暴发的男女为主角,制造出一种“只有钱才能让感情升华”的假象。主角皆有俗称“杀死人不偿命”的样貌及身材,把人世间的爱鼓吹至天上有地下无的情景。书中主角也毫无避免的,是富豪;也毫无避免的,在第一次邂逅对彼此留下“深刻的印象和色相”,并对彼此产生“性趣”,乃俗书中的俗书。书中女主角虽贵为“美女”,却是“处子之身”,而且“第一次的男人”往往是“鲁莽、粗暴的男人”,并且事后一定后悔自己当初没有“怜香惜玉”。故事比童话故事更为美满。唯此书中的“巫婆”是女主角的小妈。书中也过动夸大男女私处。私处,便是私处。奈何作者用“神秘的花园”及“男性的骄傲”来美化“杂草堆”和“小弟”,把男女之事(运动)美化为“享受”。并把男主角的挑逗本事用女方的“欲仙欲死”来证明。尽管医学报告证实了超过一半的人不满意自己的性生活,然此书依然给了未成年少男女假希望。少男以为可以征服所有人,少女则以为可以收买人,乃此书之大错!
总结来说,此书带给本人的冲击力很大。我的眼睛受到了刺激。奉劝各位“三思而后读”。我发誓,再也不敢看了。
既然这为小姐那么爱写,我也好心点的给些评论好了。
评论:
这为同学,很明显的,你不是害羞过度,便是心虚了。虽然我猜是后者。以你死命的批评所有关系到“色”字眼的细节,我认为你也太明显的想掩饰自己得罪恶感。说吧,八成是看得流口水了,事后才后悔起来,恼羞成怒,才骂得如此吧!而且,这为同学,我难免发现到你只注意到书中“色”的部分。这可是十分要不得的!毕竟,男女之间的*ahem*运动,只不过是爱情上的点缀罢了。你为何没多注意主角之间的互动,感情的发展,及人格思想上的改变呢?唉!真是个要不得的丫头,还停留在小时候只对“性”及“样貌”感到有兴趣而完全忽略了其他的地步吗?而且,我觉得你可真是个太过跟随感情的家伙。这不是你的“第一次”么?怎么能如此肯定的把所有言情小说都拿这本为模范呢?让我告诉你吧,言情小说可是层出不穷的,每一本都有不同的构思,故事及人物。但愿你不要这么爽快的做结论。实在的,怎么这么孩子气,难道你平常看人一眼,不爽的话,便直接把他视为敌人吗?我但愿不是。此外,我认为你对自己及对异性的想法也未免太过极端了吧!而且你对“爱”这事也显得毫无经验及信心可言。为何你就如此否定男女之间的互动呢?而且,把自己的下面称为“杂草堆”也未免太失礼了!难道对自己的身体感到没信心?男生知道你对他们下体的想法有极大可能会气得不顾一切证明给你看男人的“长度”可不是可以拿来和“小”相提并论的!所以,对自己的性别及异性尊重点吧!还有一点,说穿了,“做”这种事从以前到现在还实行着,一定是因为“爽”吧!不然’做’来干什呀?不过,值得夸奖的,你文笔不错,而且我觉得你的脑袋真好,还蛮善于记这一类的“科学证明”。这点可喜可贺,证明了你拥有很好的记忆力,而且,也证明了你的潜意识是对“这种事”还颇感兴趣的!
所以,就以各种理由而言,我觉得你并不是“眼睛”而是其它部位受刺激吧?
最后,想奉劝你扩大自己的思考,诚实的接收自己心里想要看的,读的,写的,感受的。这么一来,我觉得你会发现自己更有女人味点!做人别这么固执了~《学海》不也教各位不要按捺自己么?
所以,承认吧,你是还想再读的吧~!>_<
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
What The *BEEP* !!!!
"Therefore, Locus P is also a circle."
Because of these mere short 7 words, we had to copy the answer to a 2007 Maths T1 past year question for A HUNDRED TIMES!!
Yup, your eyes haven't gone bad, and I didn't type wrong: 100 *FREAKING* Times!!
And before you say it, no, the answer isn't even remotely near the word 'SHORT'. In fact, it was LONG, have LOTS of steps and X+Y's.
And the icing on the cake (or should i just say SALT ON THE WOUND), is that we have to pass up this remarkable piece of so-called CORRECTION within the last period of school.
And oh, did our Ms. Lee say it with such flair and attitude. "100 times. I don't care, you have to pass up by TODAY!"
And I was like "What the--(Insert your own choice of rude words)!!"
And thus, today, the whole Physics class could be seen quiet and orderly for a change, with our heads down and our pen moving and the paper and small mumblings it could almost be interpreted by any passer-by that we have turned over a new leaf and were studying.
OH, how wrong were they.
TRUTH:
We are FEVERISHLY copying one time after another of the SAME freaking sentences just trying to make it to 100 times. And the mumbling? That was just cursing language reserved for adults ears.
I swear. By the time I reached over 20, my body was on autopilot and my brain wasn't working at all. Except when I am thinking out NEW and INVENTIVE ways to CURSE a certain 'vege-kuih'.
And I don't even want to go on to the unreal transformation of my handwriting...From readable-->SHIT.
And the only things that disturbed the image of us as 'HARDWORKING STUDENTS' are the constant outbursts and display of insanity.
Such as: "Aargh!!! My hand is freaking getting NUMB!!"
"SHIT! So long only number 20 only!!!"
"MOTHERF***KER!!! I hope someone goes SC**W 'vegekuih'!!"
And so on...
Haiz.
Really, I swear, because of her, my choice and knowledge of curses and swears have definitely been upgraded to a whole new level...
Even now, when I am typing this, my right hand is sore and ACHING!
DAMN. Like what Miao said: MEME KISIAO!!!!
FUCK! If I don't get A in T1 I am really going to MURDER 'Vege-Kuih'!
Another unfortunate thing=Ah Sir just had to come and check on the cleanliness of the windows on such an inopportune time. Really, he should receive an award at the "Worst Timing Awards" ceremony.
And of course, the windows weren't clean and me, as penyelaras, was called out. He then proceeded to wipe the dirt off the windows and insist to HIGH FIVE with me...Making my ACHING and SORE hand DIRTY and BLACK....Haiz haiz. So much for bad luck eh?
Good thing he didn't mengamuk...And I am going to make sure all the windows clean tomorrow~
Again: SODDING T1!! TOTALLY INSANE! MEME KARUT dan BENGONG!
Forgive the language, it's the most truthful way of expressing this F***ING situation.
Till next time.
FROM: An experiencing mental and physical TRAUMA Physics Student.
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
ClaSS idiOtiC acT--3-~
以下是奕文语气有点变态的情信:
致超级亲爱的芊芊:
这是我用手连着心,一起写的情信。不准笑!!!我是真心的,希望你能笑纳。
你的心是世界上最神妙的东西。无论我如何接近它,它总是狠心地把我拒于门外。我用尽锁匙,它的锁却打不开。我到底该怎么办呢?
你的样貌也是其中一个世界七大奇观之一。它总是深深烙印在我脑海,久久挥散不去。
WMB3125,我不能忘却它,即使它一次一次抢了我的停车位,我却恨不了它。请你告诉我,我是不是有病了?为什么一切和你有关的东西。我都一一记在心里呢?
我和你,人海里。竞相遇,不就是一种难得的缘分吗?就让这个缘分更上一层楼,请你接受我吧!!!
最爱你的奕文上
是不是很变态呢??!!
好吧,来看看我甜蜜的情信:
亲爱的芊芊:
原本,我并没有打算将我这分心意传达给你。不过,当我获知奕文打算写情信给你时,我的心中强烈的告诉我一定要阻止你被她的情信给打动!!因为,她根本配不起你!
你的美貌,你的智慧,你的优雅,你的善良,你的一切的一切,无论里外,都是那么的美丽动人!这令我不禁对你动心!
我了解如果你不回应我的心意,但我只是想让你知道我的心意而已,让你知道,还有一个我在默默地喜欢着你。让你知道,你除了奕文,还有我这个超级不错的选择!!
所以,再一次的,我喜欢你!
真的很喜欢,所以我不忍心看着你被奕文欺骗!芊芊,把她拒绝,好好考虑我吧!
爱你的瑜。
看~!是不是好很多呢??>_<
此外,奕文还写了一首诗:
你是我的太阳 (你嫌芊芊很圆么?!)
照亮我的生命 (你有生命可以照亮meh?!)
你是我的月亮 (芊芊的脸是滑的!!)
引导我走过夜晚 (傻婆!你当芊芊是幽魂?!)
你是我的星星 (这样多星星,哪个啊?!)
替我点缀沉闷的夜空 (原来你闷才找芊芊。。。)
你是我的流星 (流星是步入灭亡的。。。)
给我无限意外的惊喜 (你还真有如流星般短暂的爱。。。)
你是我的水 (你才该心如止水!!〕
滋润我的生命 (水进入沙漠般的生命也会干枯。。。)
没有你, (你根本就无法拥有她!)
我也不想活了, (去死吧!!〕
为了我的生命, (不屑!!)
请你接受我吧!! (哇~!!永远都不可能!!)
青色--> 奕文
粉红色--> 我
结果,芊芊看了,点点头说:“嗯,很不错!!”
不过,我敢肯定,她在看奕文的信时,眼神透露了恐慌。。。
>_<
Friday, May 29, 2009
Form 6 MOTIVATION CAMP~
First Day:
Our teacher had only told us in the morning that we would be sleeping in fours in rooms instead of in dorms. This means that we have our own bathroom. This was a great relieve as the bathroom of the dorms are located outside and it is 'ala-Western' which means NO DOORS. We girls had been worrying about how to take a nice bath with a sarung so its good that we don't need to worry about it.
On the bus, we sang and 'ki-siao-ed' with one another~After the tedious process of checking in and receiving keys, we immediately went to our room to seek refuge from the scorching sun. And after changing and washing up, we went for our motivation slot. My brother came with his friend who is our motivator and I got news that my cat Snowy had given birth to FIVE kittens~!!
Then there was the Maths T2 slot. Jia Wei's dad was the penceramah. It was ok, and I think the notes he gave are quite detailed and useful~
Maths T1 was by our own Ms. Lee CK. She really proved herself as a First Class Honours. There were two slots. The first for teaching methods and the second for exercises. The first was very lovely, but the second was just pure hell as she reversed back into the Ms. Lee in class and asked us to do a LOT of exercises in a very limited time..But I gained a lot of info though...
Nothing much could be said today. Except that the room opposite mine where Wei Fong, Keh Jun, Caryn and Xiao Shuang were supposed to sleep at had a LOT of cockroaches. Therefore, Caryn and Xiao Shuang tumpang at our room while the other two went to bunk with Art Class students.
Second Day:
Almost cannot wake up...The first event was PA quiz. And last night our group had studied until quite late. The quiz was a very very fun and nice event to do. After five rounds, we won!! It was a minor difference between us and the Art class, but nevertheless, WE WON!! It was a happy thing for all of us.
The PA ceramah afterwards was by our own PK HEM. Unfortunately, by some unknown reason, my spectacles was broken. Therefore, even though I was siting in the first row I had difficulty reading the things he wrote on the white board. Vaguely, I wondered how I was going to survive the next two ceramahs...
Next, PHYSICS. This was supposed to be THE MOST IMPORTANT ceramah for us Form 6 science students who are taking Physics. My hopes of hearing a good ceramah dimmed when I saw the penceramah. And when she started, doubts begin to form in my mind. Mr. Lim came in then, our beloved Physics teacher in school, and sat one side to listen too. And then...the penceramah, a 'she', said: "Ahh...Apa formula too lagi...?"
That's it. All my hopes of getting something good was SQUASHED the moment she said that. And when Mr. Lim had stood up to help her, remind her of the formulas, write it out for her, I felt DESPAIR...My heart dropped as far as my mouth dropped.
What the--?! Was she really a marker??!! And she can't even remember the basic formulas like v=u + at and said it as S=u + at....HAIZ...She asked us to do past year questions but can't even expplain or tell us formulas but ask us copy the typed out answers displayed on the screen. And there were NUMEROUS times that she required Mr. Lim's help.
It was the most torturing slot for me...I could only hope that time could go faster. Even now that I am recalling and writing this that I feel so angry and despair that words couldn't bring justice to how shocked and tortured I was during the slot. And I think all of us felt the same too. After that I swore to myself and Mr. Lim that I will always pay attention to him in class.
But still, I got myself to listen attentively through the whole slot. I could tell that she really was trying to give us a good ceramah, but all I wanted to tell her is: "Hon, you don't have the chops or skills for it." Nevertheless, I applaud her on her courage and determination to give us ceramah.
I think the thing that all of us gained from it was that we will definitely pay attention to Mr. Lim in class now. We really realize how good and important our beloved teacher is. >_< _="">
Friday, May 22, 2009
I am INNOCENT!!
She claims that she is so 'pure and innocent' and it is actually me, juntat and zhenjee who polluted her. She then proceeded to make a poll with me. zhenjee. juntat and herself as the choices with the question: WHO POLLUTED ME?
And of course, the choice 'HERSELF' currently has the highest vote.
As if this doesn't prove my innocence, let me highlight a few examples for you.
Example 1: I am a good and nice and INNOCENT girl who has suspended the use of such vulgar adjectives such as CB, CBB and so on but ever since entering Form 6 and sitting beside the so-called innocent and pure MIAO, my verbal capacity has increased rapidly. They say that if nearer to the ink one will get blacker. So it proves that I am the nearest to Ms. Heng, so I am polluted most by her.
Example 2: She is the one who always created weird and QIAO statements using her YELLOW brain in class. Grab ANY person from our class and they will tell you its Miao who is the ultimate GURU of QIAONESS in our class...=_="
Example 3: The whole of our class (excluding a few boys) are originally all so cute, pure and innocent. Then Ah Miao had to come along and pollute us all. Now you could always listen to Qian Qian or Pei Chin saying things which have HIDDEN MEANING. And all of us always come together and mourn for our lost INNOCENCE.
Example 4: She who denies most but does most and blames most is surely guilty. Needless to say, Miao always deny herself being the one who pollutes all of us. Then blames it on innocent victims like me and juntat and zhenjee, and then proceeds to pull or hug someone and say QIAO things.
So all in all, I can pretty much say this: I AM POLLUTED BY MIAO!
So how can I pollute her nih?
As a conclusion, she polluted herself. So please do me and juntat and zhenjee JUSTICE by going over to her blog: Horny Crabby at http://crabby220.blogspot.com and vote 'HERSELF' as the answer.
Your vote may just clear all of our innocent names. So please, VOTE!
On another note; Due to being over polluted, Miao had decided to go on a campaign titled: No Vulgarities!! But it seems that she can't control herself at all and keep blurting out 'kata-kata kesat'.
P.S: Miao~Don't angry nah~Like you said, it's all for fun~(And truth!!) Besides, consider this PAYBACK for you SUMO-ING me at the girls toilet!!
A/N: I have never used that much capital letters...Ever. But this post requires it...There are SOOO many things to EMPHASIZE on~>_<
Saturday, May 16, 2009
...A 'SweaTDroP' EvenT....
Today, I went to the library after my Maths tuition. I tumpang-ed MeiJiun's car since my car got a bit ngetok dy. Anyway, at first there were only me, meijiun, xinfang, songsee, jiahui, shunyuh and kahkheng...We studied until five where Jiun and ah fong went for their PA tuition. Left me and Kah Kheng since Song See and Jia Hui short-plug go play basketball during the scorching 4 sth.
Afterwards, Desmond came and the five of us, me, Kah Kheng, Song See, Jia Hui and Des started talking. And JiaHui suddenly remembered that he wanted to claim money from the other 3 boys. It seems that a bunch of them had decided to share together to buy a bunch of food for the camp.
Des suddenly exclaimed: Ma1 de4!!!!Why must I pay so much de?!
Hui: What?! CB you! It really that much mar!
Des: TIU you!! I only eat like a few crappy bread, biscuits and maggi cup only!
Hui: F***! Then who eat?! CB eh!
Des: What the?! Its Ah Tiu who eat lor!
Hui: CB him! He eat sipe much lor!
And the quarrel proceeded. Admist calls and uses of CB, F***, TIU you! and other vulgarities, the conversation itself is SOOO funny that me and Kah Kheng were laughing like mad.
And I can say for sure that for every sentence that Jia Hui says, there is an average one CB in it~>_<>
But one thing I learnt about guys: They can quarrel about money but it is highly unlikely that it will harm their friendship. Usually I don't really like to share about uncertain things like food, expenses and such because in the end some may feel that others eat more and feel too unfair and such. And counting until the very last penny and arguing about money may harm relationships too. But I figure the way with guys are different. Hell, they could be shouting CB, CBB, LJ and arguing with each other about the amount of money each should pay but it won't harm their feelings in the slightest. It's kind of sweet actually~>_<
But still...I did learn a lot of INTERESTING ways to use vulgaritites from today's event...And it was the best laugh that I had for sometime~
Friday, May 1, 2009
IdiOtiC cLaSS....AcT 2
Okay...So my class got crazy again. After the last post where I mentioned about the illness where each of us SUPPOSEDLY have, we did another whole class thing.
It started with us switching to the Physics Lab for a day as our class was prepared for our oncoming MUET test. And my class monitor, Mr. Lee KS, began to go beserk again. He started his marvelous plan of drawing out every single person in my class...
And this is the end product which he produced after much pondering(yeah right...) and utilizing his fine talent in art(ugh...) :

Trust me...Everyone looks a LOT nicer than this pic...Maybe with the exception of Keng Sheng though~*EVIL LAUGH*
Update on current life: It sucks. My results are like crap. Pending for Physics results. Expected to known next Sunday...Wish me luck~!!
P.S: If you want to see the picture clearer just click on it~!! >_<
Thursday, April 16, 2009
废的事情~
结果,本班班长灵机一通,为大家列出病状以方便求诊。结果如下:
报名单: 病诊:
刘明强 阳痿,风湿,kepala脱kiap!
潘树伟 早泄,四肢麻木,肾病
刘健翔 子宫病,月经不调,舌头短
张峰维 性功能障碍,骨刺
胡河昌 中风,新老陈伤
邢奕文 各种胃病,不孕不育
黄芊菱 腰椎病
吕培谦 过动儿,口水多过茶
蔡嘉慧 皮包骨
李锦升 所有病例+双脚伸直
杨晓双 缺氧
符史顺 失恋,念念不忘
李雪瑜 细胞活跃
张德发 长短脚
陈康祥 骨骼疏松症,手疼
黄添财 操劳过度
以上名单,纯属虚构,若有任何冒犯,请多多包含~>_<
P.S: 这事情足以证明本班的变态及疯狂程度。。。
LAST Day Of ExaMs~!!
The moment has arrived--The last day of exam...And now I can proudly throw my books to a corner and yell: EXAMS ARE OVER!!!
But before the joy and jubilation, let me brief on my Physics exam today...
True to Mr. Lim's words, the exam is really quite tough....I struggled with quite a number of questions..And feel very depressed for not studying harder...But this has spurred me to be more hardworking for the next exam!!
As people say, let bygones be bygones.
Back to another happy thing: Today I also officially FINISHED my school magazine~!! Yeah~! Finally this burden of a responsibility is off my chest...Now all that's left is to receive the final product~!
Haha~! Feel happy now~>_<
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
FouRth DaY iN HELL...
The subject for my exams today....Honestly, I really don't know what I am writing in Paper 2.
Honestly, this is the FIRST time I left so many blank in my Chem paper2....Most of the time...Even when I dunno how to do I will manage to write at least some things..But this time....
DOOM.
Paper 1 is not as hard as paper 2 since its objective but still....
Ugh. I feel so depressed that I can't stop laughing.
On a brighter note, tomorrow's the LAST day of exam!!
Yahoo~!! Looking forward to watching MORE TV (since I watch TV everyday regardless of exam...=_=")....
That is, if I manage to survive tomorrow's Physics exam...
Wish me luck~! I pretty much need it by now...T_T
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
3rd DaY iN HELL...
That's the ideal word to describe today's Maths T1 exam...I am CRUSHED.
It's like I am banging down a door that won't ever budge...And inside is all my T1 knowledge...Hell, the questions are pretty straightforward but maybe due to lack of exercise and paying attention I don't know how to do....And those that I did I don't know if correct or wrong...UGH!
Next on, MUET 4--Essay paper. What stupid article and all that I don't really know the so-called 'proper' way to write it...So guess what? I winged it...(a.k.a Am Gong)
Haiz...What's done is done...No use crying over spilled milk right?
Although I admit, I should have took the time last night to look over more examples than fall asleep in front of TV bout 9 sth....
*SOBS~*
2 down, 2 to go! Tomorrow--CHEMISTRY!!
Monday, April 13, 2009
2nd Day In HELL...
I drew Cumulative Frequency curve instead of the required Relative Cumulative Frequency curve and I left two questions undone....The rest is a blur and the only few I am sure of is just a minority of the whole 12 question exam paper...
MUET 3 is just objective...Quite ok...But the allocated time was too long (2 freaking hours!) and by the end of the first hour everyone was already done and we were allowed home early (under teacher's permission of course~)
Dear Mr. Lim has said that this Physics exam will be TOUGH...Hope I can make it through...
Aja Aja FIGHTING!!
Sunday, April 12, 2009
1st Day In Hell...
That's why I struggled through my PA 1...And I dun have enough time for PA2....
Damn. Tomorrow Maths T2..
Already half dead now...
Wish me luck so I can continue tomorrow...